I knew I would be ridiculed for this. For a very long time to come. But I also knew, I couldn't stand one more day without knowing it. It was too much to take. I knew my side of the story. I had to know his. And I wasn't going to wait around for him to do it.
I realized I would be breaking every rule in the book by taking the first step. But it was easier to justify my conscience than a group of jobless people who came up with a silly rule book in the first place.
Ever so gingerly, I finally took the initiative. Without much drama, I summarized my life's biggest truth. To him. In just 3 beautiful words. I Love You.
I was expecting a Yes. Or a No. Or even a Maybe. But I was not prepared for a Thank You.
Where does one go from here now?
He came back to me. Eventually. But his answer was still a Thank You.
Does one say Thank you after making love? I wish I did. To him. After our first time.
Because now, there is no other way to make him understand how I feel.
I realized I would be breaking every rule in the book by taking the first step. But it was easier to justify my conscience than a group of jobless people who came up with a silly rule book in the first place.
Ever so gingerly, I finally took the initiative. Without much drama, I summarized my life's biggest truth. To him. In just 3 beautiful words. I Love You.
I was expecting a Yes. Or a No. Or even a Maybe. But I was not prepared for a Thank You.
Where does one go from here now?
He came back to me. Eventually. But his answer was still a Thank You.
Does one say Thank you after making love? I wish I did. To him. After our first time.
Because now, there is no other way to make him understand how I feel.
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